After a busy week, I went to watch KungFu Panda 2 and Pirates of the Caribbean on Stranger Tides. The shows doesn't come easy actually... I went to Orchard Cineleisure and it was full as well as sold out for the shows that I wanted to watch, so I had to walk to The Cathay and the next timing show was also sold out. Nevertheless, decided to queue for the next show, which mean I can only catch one show. Finally during my turn, I was told that there are still scattered seat available so I took it up, anyway I'm alone as usual. So, it was KungFu Panda 2 first, followed by Pirates of the Caribbean 4...
Enjoyed both shows and took a cab home after midnight... Had a good sleep and wake up earlier on Sunday to attend Noreen's Wedding at The Capella in Sentosa. Did not manage to catch Grace in advance and had to make my way to Sentosa, by cab because I was still late ;p
Enjoy the wedding lunch with the company of Grace and Edwin, been a while since I met the two of them. The lime light of the day, Noreen, I am very happy for her knowing that she had found that Mr Right in her life. Took a few pictures together and had her solo shot to track how long she will stay that slim... haha... She was slim when I knew her lah actually... just that during the period when we did not really contact she other, her 身材 really 走了样 hehe... and imagine when I met her just few weeks ago, she was still.... and now...
The following week was again hectic and in fact many unpleasant things happened too. I lost my temper, showed attitude and many many unpleasant things... All because of the stress and the hectic at work plus matters at heart. I could had handled all those stress well, but judgement was clouded because of matters at heart, as was told to me by my friend, I will not be naming him here so as not to complicate matters, just in case.
I was glad to have him telling me what he had told me and also the extra sharing of my bazhi... I learned alot about myself as well as what I need to do. Nevertheless, all those sharing still did not stop me from wondering and thinking in the night. However, it put it to myself that that was going to be the last night of insomnia or at least late night. It took me some courage and I wrote an email to the party involved asking for her understanding and forgiveness. I hope for a reply but till now did not receive any, but it's okay as I felt better and things are also better then last week.
Though I still feel the burning pain in me sometime, I tried not to be bothered by it and also learnt to be slightly opened about it. In that week, I also took the bold steps towards being smoke free. Having know that I am not going to succeed by myself, I decided to call QuitLine for help. I am determined and taking progressive to quit my smoking. Target had been set and put in place, execution had been enforced as well, now I just need to stick to plan and carry it out religiously to ensure it success.
Of course, I will also need alot of support from friends and love ones. Most importantly, the best support will be from you. I dun think she will be so free to drop by here but if she does, please let her know that she will give me the best support not only in quitting smoking but in all things...
Gambate!!!
