Am I going crazy!?

Haven't felt like this for a while.  Since Saturday when I was doing my duty, I just had this feeling, feeling of something missing, something not right.  And finally it was all released on me on Sunday, especially after watching "A Mobile Love Story", I was totally filled with emotion.  After the show ends, I was trying to drink my glass of water in the kitchen when I just had this feeling again and immediately I knew I missed her, tears started to form and rolled down my cheek.  Am I going crazy?  Out of nothing, I mean yes I do cried at times when I watch emotional shows, but the show had already ended for awhile.

It's been so long since it happened or should we say it ended... Ever since she decided to break all contact, I can only helplessly let it goes its way, no struggling or putting up a fight to resist, simply just let it be, cause I knew a decision had been made...

Sometimes, yes even till now, I do wonder whether in the future will we ever cross each other path again? Or rather was it will we have the chance to be together again in future? Some of you who knows is sure gonna jump at me and tell me to wake up, I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart for your concern and advise, I can only tell you I will try to do that.  Its not gonna be easy for me. As mentioned in my previous entry, I do not know the answer myself yet, the answer of whether I had let go of this feeling and move on.  I really do not or does not have or know the answer yet...